For the One I Love!!

This is for my soulmate who completes me
This is for my new beginning
This is for You!



I love you, not only for what you are,
But what I am when I am with you

I dont know what should I write,
But words are flowing so letting them go
You are there, I am here
But will this stop us to care
This is silly and stupid What can I do, when role is played by cupid
Enough of it now, time to stop
Else world be below and you will be on top

I cherished
Your presence
Your hug
Your kiss
Your anger
Your care
Your eyes
Your brows
Your cheeks
You are my closeup smile
You increase pace of my beats
All these takes me to places unseen

Love is what you give me everyday
Love is what you think of me in different way
Love is your care
Love is the confidence that you are with me everywhere
Love is your wishes
Love is your kisses
Love is your talk
Love is when we hold hand and walk
Love is when I fall for you on your smile
Love is the thought that you are with me for miles and miles

Mood Swing

A new day break
A new desire
A new feeling
A new confidence

Walking on the laid track
Holding fingers for direction
Riding as a pillion driver

The ball will come to my court
New colours will widen the spectrum

moods

Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
That’ll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.

This fits me more than anything. Life is in a stage to shape and build myself. Surrendered myself to the consequences and walking on the path laid by destiny. I came back home for good and have never been so happy but it was short lived. I agree to take all the blame for my carelessness.

The payback time is expanding and this is a long walk in the dark tunnel with light shining on the other side. I get restless, frustrated, annoyed, feel useless but to feel happy in next few hours as these thought process gonna make it hard for me to get through it. One mistake and everything will be washed away to start it afresh, for which I don’t have enough of patience left.

I kept myself stick to the saying everything happens for its own good. A lot happened to me in last few months which bring in the changes for good.

Giving my best for what my parents want me to be. A lot of selfishness has been imbibed in me after walking the path of my own for a quite a long time. Now is the time to do for others. Trying to be: If you are happy, I am happy; Will do what you want but give me sometime to frame my mind.

But not losing my individuality, will be the same when I meet my sect.

life is a shit of happiness

some have strength to always smile
and share without a word
i can only give respect and space
to that persons life

wattever

kuch likhna hai par mann nahin hai
kisi ke baare mein likhna hai par likh nahin sakte
bina soche samay bitana hai par kar nahin sakte
kaiyon ki watt lagana hai par lagaa nahin sakte
tulli hona hai and aaj raat woh jaroor kar sakte hain :D

...

boring
no zeal to work
wanna break
2mnths ho gaye kahin ghumne nahin gayaa
ghar jaana hai
mumma paas jaana hai
decemeber ya january

Benson & Hedges

You must have heard ppl talking about women, movies, monuments, bikes and describing and discussing them but when it comes to sutta, we simply smoke it out.

But our beloved B&H received a lovely testimonial from one of its new, proud to be, addict.
b&h rocks

saala benson to dhamaaka cheez hai bhai

benson & hedges

kisi ne mujhe b&h ultra lights khareedwaaya tha pehele

fir maine b&h premium filters liya

bhai kya amazing sutta hai

infi smooth

mild (gale ko nahi lagta)

aur dhuaan bhi nikalta hia

aur length to aisi hai ki kya btaayen

filter to bhaisaab deep and tight
waise

apna apna inference..koi ladki ka deewana to use ladki nazar aati hai

koi sutte ka premi..usse suta nazar aata hai

...fully dil se!!

Yeahman!!

After lot of patience I finally made it to Caribbean Islands. Welcome to world of sunshine, sensual curvy booties, big boobies, tropical climate, tall trees, dance, music, beats, serene beaches and white sand. I found myself at home when I had nariyal pani (coconut water) near airport. The roads, traffic, people, chicken all remind me partly of India. No rules, no worries do your thing, free your mind; I like it :)
There exists only one funda outtahere: Work hard and hard and party harder everynight!! and I have been following it sincerely :D. Alcohol consumption is at its peak for me; though I stand noway near others. I set my new record to finish 200ml vodka in less than 30min, and slept with brain haemorrhage :D
Second day at work and I burnt myself at all the exposed parts, man I was total red, first sunburn of my life (I dunno wattmore is yet to experience). Its an experience to work with people from 8countries. Its a well blended cohesion of different culture, nature and lifestyle. But there are always few things that disturbs me a lot. I wont call it a racism but is it superiority complex which is common amongst Europeans. I hate it when they call each other:
Please pardon him, he is fucking Scottish.
Oh thanks a lot, atleast I respect others better than you do, fucker English
Yeah thats the way fucking Irish will do
Oh I never knew, you fucking Indians do all those stuffs
Fuck those Jamaicans, aaeen aaeen, dunno watt they are saying
You are expected to do it, you fucking Polish
note: No offence to any reader, its just I don't like representing anyone in the above stated manner. Everyone has a name, why to bring in the nationality.
I am happy to be here, people here are much better and friendly than I met those at Belfast. This is a better life. Its like a big family, everyone playing their role of guidance, fun, caretaker. My list of nick names have increased here, to add few more to existing: jimmy, pri pri, preppy, primark, cranky pranky.
Well so far Jamaica- No Problem!!

Happy Anniversary

An yr ago I left my Bharatmata and Goron ke desh mein apna pehla kadam rakha tha. and tabse kadam ruke nahin hai :D and bas ab roundtrip maarke Swades lautene ka planning hone waali hai :)