life is a shit of happiness

some have strength to always smile
and share without a word
i can only give respect and space
to that persons life

wattever

kuch likhna hai par mann nahin hai
kisi ke baare mein likhna hai par likh nahin sakte
bina soche samay bitana hai par kar nahin sakte
kaiyon ki watt lagana hai par lagaa nahin sakte
tulli hona hai and aaj raat woh jaroor kar sakte hain :D

...

boring
no zeal to work
wanna break
2mnths ho gaye kahin ghumne nahin gayaa
ghar jaana hai
mumma paas jaana hai
decemeber ya january

Benson & Hedges

You must have heard ppl talking about women, movies, monuments, bikes and describing and discussing them but when it comes to sutta, we simply smoke it out.

But our beloved B&H received a lovely testimonial from one of its new, proud to be, addict.
b&h rocks

saala benson to dhamaaka cheez hai bhai

benson & hedges

kisi ne mujhe b&h ultra lights khareedwaaya tha pehele

fir maine b&h premium filters liya

bhai kya amazing sutta hai

infi smooth

mild (gale ko nahi lagta)

aur dhuaan bhi nikalta hia

aur length to aisi hai ki kya btaayen

filter to bhaisaab deep and tight
waise

apna apna inference..koi ladki ka deewana to use ladki nazar aati hai

koi sutte ka premi..usse suta nazar aata hai

...fully dil se!!

Yeahman!!

After lot of patience I finally made it to Caribbean Islands. Welcome to world of sunshine, sensual curvy booties, big boobies, tropical climate, tall trees, dance, music, beats, serene beaches and white sand. I found myself at home when I had nariyal pani (coconut water) near airport. The roads, traffic, people, chicken all remind me partly of India. No rules, no worries do your thing, free your mind; I like it :)
There exists only one funda outtahere: Work hard and hard and party harder everynight!! and I have been following it sincerely :D. Alcohol consumption is at its peak for me; though I stand noway near others. I set my new record to finish 200ml vodka in less than 30min, and slept with brain haemorrhage :D
Second day at work and I burnt myself at all the exposed parts, man I was total red, first sunburn of my life (I dunno wattmore is yet to experience). Its an experience to work with people from 8countries. Its a well blended cohesion of different culture, nature and lifestyle. But there are always few things that disturbs me a lot. I wont call it a racism but is it superiority complex which is common amongst Europeans. I hate it when they call each other:
Please pardon him, he is fucking Scottish.
Oh thanks a lot, atleast I respect others better than you do, fucker English
Yeah thats the way fucking Irish will do
Oh I never knew, you fucking Indians do all those stuffs
Fuck those Jamaicans, aaeen aaeen, dunno watt they are saying
You are expected to do it, you fucking Polish
note: No offence to any reader, its just I don't like representing anyone in the above stated manner. Everyone has a name, why to bring in the nationality.
I am happy to be here, people here are much better and friendly than I met those at Belfast. This is a better life. Its like a big family, everyone playing their role of guidance, fun, caretaker. My list of nick names have increased here, to add few more to existing: jimmy, pri pri, preppy, primark, cranky pranky.
Well so far Jamaica- No Problem!!

Happy Anniversary

An yr ago I left my Bharatmata and Goron ke desh mein apna pehla kadam rakha tha. and tabse kadam ruke nahin hai :D and bas ab roundtrip maarke Swades lautene ka planning hone waali hai :)

Gist

Happiness without sharing
Joy without telling
Anger in your mind
Desire to do
Having no one
Talking to yourself
Receiving no phone calls
No missed calls
Weekends in the home
No excitement
No favors granted or taken
No Expectations
No common topic
No outing
Travelling alone
Eating same type of food
Few activities not to be written doing alone
Weird Music
Everyone staring at you
Everyone pretending to be good to you
Sufficient money
Where and how to spend
What to buy
No one to recommend
Everyone complaining to me but really not possible, feeling again after a long time.
saala abhi bhi likh kar kya ukhaad liya baat to dil mein hi hai abhi tak

Vanity Box

This is a post to share thoughts, lines related to any damn thing of this world. Come in make a request in comment box to contribute, when approved come back again to read it.

You love once, you marry once, if you marry the one you love then u married else u made a compromise.
Always tell you are happy because world wants to hear only that.
Never try to ride others car ;)

Yahoo!!

What a day it was...night in a Hotel Room(pretty good); bath tub mein hot water bath with foams(pretty relaxing); english breakfast (pretty OK); read a letter from employer when came back home(pretty Mindblowing)
Letter ka content to nahin disclose hoga, jitne log yeh blog padte hain un sab ko pataa hi hai waise bhi :)
Isi khushi mein mandir hokar aagaye(2nd time in 9months, pretty religious); city centre was like a fanfarfe, music, dance, crowd(pretty jovial); watched the qualifying(pretty disappointing again); had dinner(pretty yummy after a long time); will watch a Parzania(pretty hopeful).
I guess it is turning out to be pretty painful.
Have a pretty nice sleep, day, wattever suits your time zone.

Smooching Experiences

Some do it for love, some for lust, some for need, some for desire, some for just like that. Some do it passionately, some do it forcefully, some do it for just do it. With time society is modernising and accepts no gender bias between two lips; male-female, male-male, female-female,obviously looks sexy ;)
I have witness few, experienced few, missed few and heard few hilarious lip-locks. Best amongst all are not normal at all, these are the ones which are not acceptable in a cultured society, but no such society exists in this modern era, so enjoy democracy.

First one dates back to my second year, when one of my dear friends had a lifetime experiencing of kissing a eunuch. I know he must be regretting the desperation which made him believe to not to believe his eyes but his cannon.

Second is the latest one, tonite, lifetime experience for me, always watched in a video or seen pictures in some magzines or other resources. Just imagine if that looked sensuous on-screen, how much heat would be in a live action. A Lesbian Kiss!! My neighbours in their backyard. Happy Days for all, viewers and players both :)

lets play some music

kal raat ke songs:

chura liya hai tumne jo dil ko
bin tere sanam
bheegi bheegi raaton mein
thats the way it is

bas bottle ki kami thi, ladki ki kami to maa baap hi poori karenge, humse kuch na hona :)

not required

Just booked the tickets to Barcelona for a 4day trip. Finger crossed to get the visa on time. But the point is saala aviation fuel ka price giraao bhai. bank corrupt hone waala hu mein and abhi to duniya bhi nahin dekhi hai. And one more thing, yeh saale europeans ko aur koi jagah nahin milti hai kya jo har kisi ko spain jaana hota hai; aas paas ki countries ke price to itne kam hai ki mein 2-3 baar ho aau aur dard bhi na ho.
Lagta hai F1 race dekhne ka sapna poora nahin ho paayega, ab paisa hi nahin rahega to kaddu dekhenge hum race, par koi na agle saal Singapore ki night race ya ek aur umeed Dubai 2009 nahin to delhi 2011(hopefully)
Umeed par hi duniya tiki hai

Days Wasted

How interesting a day can be at site office in a foreign place. India mein to sab chalta hai, sab apne type ke hi hote hain. I have been wasting my time in my office for the past 2weeks as project is done and remedial works are going on.
Everybody but me on site are if not certain but have some clue about where they are posted after the completion. So what options lies with me? Still show enthu of doing work, where there is no work to do, be active and patient. Isn’t that too much to ask from me??
I lose my patience now & then and repeatedly asked my Project manager about my next posting which led him to burst into anger:D, I was delighted.
I play stickcricket, read novels (mandal days are back for me); mail chat is at its peak, sudoku again (kvkr days are back for me), pinball, minesweeper, hearts, solitaire (y windows have only 4games :(), calling people from yellow pages (itna lukkha ho gayaa hu mein) and yes sleeping!!

Look just wrote a blog, and day has just started.

bas ek tamanna...

...hai ki

Baarish ka mausam, gili matti ki khushbu, dhuaan aaju baaju and ek apne haathmein bhi ;) and ek garma garam cutting

Khaali sadak, mast thandi hawa, CBZ ho haath mein and 3-4 bikes bagal mein

Kuch yaar dost aaju baaju wid some beer, scotch, chicken and then sabka ho show ek ek karke

I and Recent Visitors

Date: 29th April '07

Venue: London

No. of Persons: Five (One by telephone, can be ignored)

Purpose: Various (Can be none also)

Introduction

• Mohit Chamania:
  
• Nick Name: Chaman, Chaman Chutiya, Lady Killer
• Life: Its all about loving ur Mohammed and hogging sausages
• Passion: Anyone, Anywhere, Anytime for coding
• Desperation: For food and harley and yes he is straight; so, babes!

• Ashish Kela:
  
• Painu, Chuitya...Money X-Change Converter
  
• Its all about losing ones possesion, meine abhi tak nahin bataya kela, mera mooh band hai

• Sarvee Diwan:
• Self acclaimed I-Bank Slave trading for social upliftment of special category of women
  
• A cynical wild animal having never ending desire for alcohol and nicotine
• MIT Scholar who loves to listen saat samundar paar mein tere peeche peeche.... ;-)
• Bas murga, daaru, sutta and altaf raja jahaan kahi bhi ho, wahi mehfil hai inki

• kShit iZ Torka:
• 10months ago: Jobless, Useless, Burden on Parents
• 10days ago: Flying in Business Class, Working in Toronto, Heavy cash flow
• Future: Dikhawe pe na jaao apni akal lagaao

• Priyank Singhania:
• For few naam hi kaafi hai
• For few naam mein kya rakha hai
• For others, kya karna hai jaan kar, asap se kat lo
  

Striding Man

Traveling while in and after IIT

India
Himachal Pradesh: Manali, Dalhousie, Chandigarh
Punjab: Amritsar, Wagah Border
Goa
Maharashtra: Obviously Mumbai
Pune-50km radius; u know watt, isnt it chaman :)
Beaches-Kaashid, Murud, Mandwa, Ganpatipole, Alibag, Kihim
Mahabaleshwar-Panchgani
Lonawla-khandala
Daman
Puri
Vizag


Abroad
Scotland: Orkney Islands
Edinburgh
Dundee

Northern Ireland: Obviously Belfast
Portrush, Bangor, Giant Caussway, Cerrede-o-Rope

England: London and planning for Portadown or Wales, with it UK 'll be covered, in first week of May

Planned trip: Athens from 30th April to 4th May
Wish to go: Spain, Paris in mid July
Dream to go: British Grand Prix or any fucking GP of this season

If all plans and wishes and dreams are done then I'll go back to India with content heart. So all you reading it just pray for me.

Machines Conquered!

I have finally covered a wide range of super machines that exist in this world. To name few:

Formnula 1 Car-David Couthhard's McLaren
Ferrari- Scarlett Red one ;)
Phantom
Harley Davidson
Lamborgini
Porshe Boxter

Well now waiting for some vintage flying machine to ride ;)

Baaton Baaton Mein

Earth, water, fire, wood and metal are the 5 elements of life. But one need more than that for survival. Conversation. Was watching Lost in Translation tonite, and realised how close I am to the life of Scarlett and Bill in the movie. Best thing is I am not alone but alas still doesn't get anyone for a good conversation, though after long 8months I went to pub with a stranger and it turned out to be a good, man I must say awesome night!! well more on that fir kabhi ;)
Had few good trips in last 4weeks; a week trip each to Scotland and London. I realised that its good to travel and explore alone but dude you can't do that all the time. I was trying my hands on photography in Scotland when I was travelling alone but that silly stormy bad weather ruined that pleasure too. I am here not to crib about anything but just a realisation-importance of conversation; a lot can happen over a coffee is not merely a tag line but a fact.
Scotland was adventure, a break from monotonous life, a journey to cherish but London was relaxation, getting lost in streets, and chit-chat with friends. Talking with 3 friends after a long time was happiness. Spending time with them, doing things just for the sake of their joy, man I miss all these stuffs but this is life, u get some and lose a lot. I am not here to crib for anything but just a realisation-sharing matters, every little helps is a universal truth.
Where is it going and why is it going to wherever it is going; do you know, I don't know rather nobody knows or does somebody knows? This is a treasure everyone is looking for, few gets more lose it. I am always with the majority but nowdays minority rules so make some space for me there or you will be out!!

When??

Silence is beautiful word, emotion, act, ruthless behaviour, powerful tool, self-belief, confidence, and 'happiness'. But does everyone gets it? How many desire for it? How many experience it? How many pursuit for it, fight for it, live for it? Well I don't know what am I doing. Where am I going. But I know what I want. I want freedom, I want to make my own rules, I want satisfaction, joy and that 'happiness'; I don't care whether that comes with fanfare or in the crowded streets or individually; but I desire it.

For the past few days I am getting restless, confused, angry, frustrated, irritated, feeling like chained. I want to shout, yell but can't do it. I want to speak but not even that. All I can do is to hear but why? I want to be myself, is that a crime, vicious desire or an immoral action.

Am I only a day-dreamer? Do I have enough courage to start? Am I strong? Or am I clear of what I want and where I want to reach? Am I a wanderer standing at a cross or in a highway or surfing the wave or riding the national speed? I don't know about any of them but I am sure that I have to go for it.

I think I've never waited to return so eagerly but its too far. I will do my work, I will be patient. But today I was very happy.